I never said where I moved to mainly because I didn't want to get mixed up with all the 'oh it's speed_freak' people. For whatever reason, I've always felt as if people had something against me, and it's probably best not to actually ask me why.

The whole reason I decided to stop submitting fan fictions here was mainly because I was tired of logging in and out of my main account. It seemed pointless to continue to do that, so instead I made a community for all my fan fictions to make things easier for myself.

I've found that my fan fictions have been getting a lot more comments and feedback after I left this account. Perhaps there was something about this account that kept people away, but it doesn't really matter anymore. I love getting comments, as I've mentioned numerous times here. People just read the story and then hit 'back' without taking the time to leave a simple comment. Authors take a lot of time and put a lot of effort into their stories, and the least you could do is leave them a comment to tell them you liked the story. It's not that hard to compliment someone's work, and that's one of the reasons why I got pissed off and left. If no one was going to comment, I wasn't going to write. I love writing too much to just stop, and since I grew to hate this account and everything it became, I left it.

I'm not going to actually say where I moved to because it seems pointless. If you know of my main account (actually, my semi-main account) then you will be able to easily find where I moved to. If you do not know of that account then you are more than welcomed to message me on here and ask. I do log in from time to time to check everything. As I said in my last entry, I will not be deleting this account because I want to keep my stories up because believe it or not, some are liked. I must say my biggest accomplishment here was being told by, then, prelude_of_ruin that she liked my Aoi/Uruha stories and added me for more updates. xD I'm such a fangirl when it comes to fortunate_heart that it isn't even funny. haha.

I've noticed that a lot of fan fiction authors have moved to other accounts, and some of them didn't even tell their readers that they had switched accounts because of negativity and people they just wanted to get away from. I am doing the same thing, but if you've payed attention then you'll know just where I went. I'm not doing anything different and I've even resubmitted some of my stories. xD It's obvious where I went, but I'll let you figure it out. I've written one very amusing story and am currently writing another. :)

MOVED.


This account won't be delete, but it also won't be updated or logged into. If you want to know where I wandered off to to post my fics, head over to my main account and look closely for a link.

Title: Stay With Me
Author: speed_freak369
Genre: Angst,
Fandom: the GazettE
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: mentions of blood
Chapter: 2/?
Synopsis: Comprehension hit him like a ton of bricks as he continued to sob out his unheard sorrows until his throat ached and his eyes were red and sore.
Comments: If I don't get enough comments on this chapter, I'm discontinuing the story. I've lost interest in this, and if no one wants it, I'm not continuing it.

( Stay With Me - Chapter Ni )

I decided not to switch to my main account to write fan fictions because I remembered why I made this account in the first place. Haha. My main account is for my personal thoughts and getting those mixed up with my fan fictions wouldn’t sit well with me. Some of my friends on that account aren’t into the fandoms I am, nor do they read fan fictions quite like mine so I thought it would be best to return to my original idea of posting here.

To those who read my stories, please comment. From now on I’m putting a counter on all my fan fictions to see just how many people read them. If I get a lot of hits and very little comments I’ll discontinue whatever fan fiction it may be. I put a lot of time and effort into my fan fictions and I would like to be told what others think. Sometimes I spend days, even months working on a single chapter until I feel as if it’s good enough for my readers. I’ve had some readers in the past that were great with commenting and have began to stop but then began demanding a new chapter. I’m not going to write if you don’t take five seconds to send me a comment. Typing a couple of words and hitting submit isn’t that hard; it’s a lot easier to do than writing the story so please take the time to at least say a few words.

Stay With Me: Chapter Ni will be up as soon as I put the finishing touches on it. All I have left to do is revise it and add a few more paragraphs to bring the chapter to a close. It shouldn’t take me much longer and I’m sorry I’m taking so long. To be honest I’ve been a bit hung up on writing. I used to be able to write all the time with ideas coming from everything, but now it feels as if I have to force myself to write. I was actually going to start a new fan fiction because I had pieces of a concept in mind but I just couldn’t write it so I’ll stick to my current fan fictions until I am able to come up with more to add to the concept for my other story.

Shiroyama Toshi should be making another appearance sometime within the next few months, I’m hoping. I reread all the Babysitting Series stories and decided I wanted to write another part. Toshi is fun and easy to use so we’ll see what I can muster up. People seemed to like him so I’ll get some ideas drafted. Until then, please be patient with me. I’m working as fast as I can.


<3

Title: Stay With Me
Author: speed_freak369
Genre: Angst,
Fandom: the GazettE
Pairings: Aoi/Uruha
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: mentions of blood
Chapter: 1/?
Synopsis: "It was a careless move on his end, he understood that, but it was needed."
Comments: Please keep in mind that Uruha’s doctor in the prologue is different than the doctor mentioned in chapter ichi! The chapter does not begin where the prologue left off even if it may seem as if it does. *doesn’t know why she did that*



( Stay With Me - Chapter Ichi )

Title: A Light
Author: speed_freak369
Genre: Angst, smut
Fandom: the GazettE
Pairings: Reita/Ruki
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: sex
Chapter: 1/1
Synopsis: “Akira, you’ll be alright. Mommy isn’t too far away.. Mommy will find you.. She’ll find us.”
Comments: At the end of the story.


( Sidestory - A Light )

I have a new story in the works right now, actually a few, that I hope to finish some time soon. I've been writing a lot lately to take my mind off everything around me, and so far it's working. Expect a lot of new stories from me soon (depending on my rate of submission).

Obviously I'm not finishing Nocturnal Romance. One more chapter, but I know no one is reading it and COMMENTING so I'm not finishing it. It's mean of me to lead up to a big vampire battle and then not tell you shit about the battle itself.. The truth is, I've been writing that damn story for too long and I'm sick of it. And just for future reference, don't count on anymore Malice Mizer/Vidoll/Gackt/Megamasso stories from me. I may write some with Mana, you never know.

Anyways, I'll try to post Chapter One of my newest story soon -still needs to finish it- and the sidestory to Finish It -that needs to be finished too-


:)

Title: Finish It
Author: Speed_freak369
Genre: Angst, Gore, Psychological
Fandom: the GazettE
Pairings: UruhaXAoi
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Torture-ish
Chapter: 2/2
Summary: “Do not fear me..” The man mumbled, his voice soft. “yet.”
Comment: Sorry for the wait. ^^;

( Finish It - Part II )

Title: Finish It
Author: Speed_freak369
Genre: Angst, Gore, Psychological
Fandom: the GazettE
Pairings: UruhaXAoi
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Torture-ish
Chapter: 1/?
Summary: “No, no, no.” Uruha smiled placing his arms around his raven-haired lover’s shoulders and pressed a soft kiss to his pale cheek, “You haven’t seen the whole house yet. I’m sure you’ll enjoy it.”
Comment: This hasn't been beta'd yet. Gomen. I've been writing this dumb story for months and I'm sick of not posting it. It's not finished yet and if I post some of it I'll be determined to finish If you can tell me the story I got the basic idea from, feel free to guess, but keep in mind it is not a fan fiction. It would be a story you would have read in school. XD


( Finish It - Part 1 )

Title: Stay With Me
Author: Speed_freak369
Genre: Angst
Fandom: the GazettE
Pairings: AoiXUruha
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Self harm, suicide
Chapter: Prologue/?
Summary: “The doctor, Uruha hated him too. Who was he to think he knew Uruha’s problems? Uke-Sensei was merely a man educated by books; he never lived through anything Uruha had. Uruha was sure Uke-Sensei had a normal life outside the institute with friends and family who loved him; something Uruha never once had. Family meant nothing and friends were only meant to be tortured and killed. There was only one friend Uruha ever thought about sparing and that was only because he was just as screwed up as he was.”
Comment: This was originally for a RP between me and yo_man_69 because she wanted to practice. This was supposed to be about Shinya but we never RPed so I decided to use it for a story instead. (It’s one of my better introductions, ne?) This is written for the sole purpose that all I seem to feel like wanting to do is write. School is out and I have nothing to do, and when I have nothing to do I write until my brain turns to mush. I’ll try to update this story as much as I can, but please bear with me while I go through the writing process. Sometimes it takes me days to complete editing and feel comfortable enough to actually post.

( Stay With Me - Prologue )

Title - The Beautiful Name
Author - Ashley (Speed_freak369/Evil_Queen369)
Process - (1/1)
Bands - alicenine.
Pairings - ToraXShou, SagaXNao (mentioned)
Rating - PG
Warnings - None.
Disclaimer - I don't own them.
Summary - Blackness, pure blackness was all that surrounded and bound him into place. Somehow he felt like he was stuck to a spider web waiting to be devoured by the darkness bit by bit until there’s nothing left of him. No amount of screaming could set him free and no one could help him; he was on his own and not even his lover could pull him to safety. Where was his lover anyways? He wasn’t sure.
Comment - I've been writing this for at least a week or more. I've been obsessed with the ToraXShou pairing lately, and a cute little ShinjiXKazamasa baby would be cute, ne? Hopefully this isn't boring or anything. I really don't feel like reading it again; it's 11 pages typed and I can't work on something for so long without getting completely bored. I also don't like the ending, but I'm burnt out on this!! I want to start a new story now. >=D


( The Beautiful Name - Oneshot )

The last chapter of Nocturnal Romance is currently in the writing process. I really wanted to write it during my study hall period in school but I didn't have the inspiration. As I've mentioned before, I can't write that story unless I'm in a certain mood and listening to certain music. This chapter should, hopefully, be longer since there are a lot of things that need to be taken care of. I hope I don't disappoint anyone by the ending, though it shouldn't disappoint anyone.

But the end of Nocturnal Romance raises another question: Should I begin another vampire story? I know vampire stories have become rather overrated with the release of Twilight, but it's a fascination for me and a lot of fun to write. If I do begin another one I'm not using any of the characters from Nocturnal Romance. I want to start off fresh with a new plot and new characters. Honestly I find Nocturnal Romance to be quite lame as I had started writing it when I was fifteen; I am almost eighteen now. It sounded like a good idea when I first started, but now it lost it's excitement for me, thus the ending is coming up.

I was in debate with myself on whether or not I should submit an alicenine. story, but so many people write from that fandom and I don't want to fall into the usual crowd of people. I've only written one chapter of that story anyways and it's not even finished yet. I want to stay away from fandoms such as alicenine. and the GazettE because they're so popular with people (but I do have a GazettE story I might submit one day). Maybe I'll use a fandom I've just recently gotten into, but I'll have to do some research on the band beforehand. Of course I'm to say who I'm going to use.

Keep your eyes peeled for the final chapter of Nocturnal Romance, a new vampire story, and some occassional oneshots.

:)

Title - Hide and Seek
Author - Ashley (Speed_freak369/Evil_Queen369)
Process - (1/1)
Bands - the GazettE, Alicenine.
Pairings - NaoXKai (onesided), HirotoXUruha (onesided)
Rating - PG
Warnings - Absentminded Hiroto, Childish Hiroto, Amused Reita
Disclaimer - I don't own them.
Summary - “Oh shit!”


( Hide and Seek - Oneshot )

Title - VII
Author - Ashley (Speed_freak369/Evil_Queen369)
Process - (1/1)
Bands - the GazettE, Alicenine.
Pairings - ShouXHiroto
Rating - PG
Warnings - Dramatic Shou
Disclaimer - I don't own them.
Summary - "It's too horrible.. I'm going to die, Hiroto."
Comments - I'll just say I feel Shou's pain.


( VII - Oneshot )

Title: Nocturnal Romance
Chapters: (22/??) Ongoing
Author: Ashley (speed_freak369/evil_Queen369)
Genre: Angst, smut
Warnings: Character death
Rating: Overall NC-17
Pairings: ManaXKozi, BouXRame, DieXToshiya
Characters: Malice Mizer, Bou of An Cafe, Rame of Vidoll, Kamijo of Versailles
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in this story, though it would be pretty frigging sweet..
Summary: "Die is nothing but dust in the wind now and you shall all fall as well."
Comments: It's been two weeks since my last update! Gomen gomen! The story isn't going to be going for much longer, but knowing me that won't be so. I hope this chapter is alright. ^_~ I didn't beta it because I'm running out if time to post this. Ha.

( Nocturnal Romance - Chapter 22 )

Title: Nocturnal Romance
Chapters: (20/??) Ongoing
Author: Ashley (speed_freak369/evil_Queen369)
Genre: Angst, smut
Warnings: sex
Rating: Overall NC-17
Pairings: ManaXKozi, BouXRame
Characters: Malice Mizer, Bou of An Cafe, Rame of Vidoll
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in this story, though it would be pretty frigging sweet..
Summary: "Oh as you wish, Klaha."
Comments: I feel so bad for not updating since, what? September? Hopefully no one's pissed off at the lack of updates.


( Nocturnal Romance - Chapter 20 )

Sorry for the lack of updates, though I seem to say that all the time while making promises to continue stories, yet I never do. Honestly I haven't had the inspiration to sit and write a story, nor have I had the heart to continue writing, but I am trying the best I can.

I haven't been feeling well lately and my head has been more screwed up than usual, though no one had really noticed it. I've had some ideas in mind, I just don't know where I want them to end up. They're a lot different than the ones I've had before and I'm afraid my audience will turn away from my stories if I write those ideas out. Maybe I'll gain a new audience.

But would people get pissed if I stopped writing all the cute stories I'm somewhat known for? I can give Toshi a rest for awhile, writing about children holds no interest. Part II to my KaiXNao story can also wait, if I ever decide to finish the second part. I can't even think of those cute concepts anymore, and I only have one cute story left to submit. After that I am done with them.

Interests change rapidly, as does my writing. I won't make any promises about Nocturnal Romance. I haven't written on to the bit I do have, I haven't updated in months. I highly doubt there are still people reading it; but I do think about it every day. Still nothing comes to mind and I'm unable to write.


I've managed to write Chapter 20 of Nocturnal Romance! Before I actually post it I'm going to read all the previous chapters to make sure I didn't contradict myself anywhere. I hardly remember all the details of the story so it'll be nice to go back. I hope to have the next chapter up some time today or tomorrow. (It's already 5 and who knows how long it'll take me to reach all 19 chapters, tag on distractions as well.) If I don't get it up today it'll be up tomorrow for sure. I have a doctor's appointment at 3:30 but I'm not going to school because I'm not feeling well. I'll have all day to post it.

I also have some work in progresses to finish up. Ever since I finished that essay for my English class I've been in the mood to write. Last night I came up with a really cool concept so lets see if I can formulate a story from the ideas.

You could say the reason I'm so interested in writing right now is because I'm obsessed with going over my rough drafts and finding my errors to improve them. I also have my Quick Access book to use for reference if I'm stuck. This is what happens when the teacher says, "you should take acclereated english next year". So I'll be writing more if I can come up with the ideas. But rarely will it be that fluffy shit I wrote before. fluff makes me want to gag these days. I will be attempting to finish my remake of Alice in Wonderland one of these days. I believe someone had requested that one right after I posted The Wizard of Nyappy Land. I've been working on it ever since, but I'm only at the part after Alice goes through the keyhole in the bottle. (Yes I'm watching the moving and using it as a reference.)

Anyways I just wanted to update and say I am going to continue my stories. I'm not completely out of it. I hope to have something up soon~

Title - 日影 [sunshine]
Author - Ashley (Speed_freak369/Evil_Queen369)
Process - (1/1)
Bands - the GazettE, Alicenine.
Pairings - KaiXNao
Rating - PG
Warnings - Shou and Hiroto's weird son?
Disclaimer - I don't own them.
Summary - "Mommy, Takahiro and me's wants to talk to you and Daddy in privates."
Comments - I've had this half written for awhile now. I just never had the heart to finish it, and the happy atmosphere in this hasn't exactly been one of my favorite things to write. We'll see what you guys think. The setting comes from my favorite things: poppies, and the country where you aren't disturbed. It just seemed like a calm start, so I went from there... I'm sorry if the ending lacks, I was getting pretty sick of writing this for months... >_<

NOTE - This is only the first part, the second part, 遊園地, is still in the writing progress.


( 日影 - Oneshot )